Can we call it Colonialism ? =='

Gosh.. I don't know how to express this kinda feelings but I'll try !

At the first time of being SHS (Senior High School) student,
I spoke to my parents about some things..
1. I prefer going into social department (IPS) to science department (IPA)
2. About the most absurd thing in this goddamn world : Love..
3. Last but not least, about dance for sure !

They made up some condition..
If I can get good mark (read it as 'big 5 rank'), then I can go to IPS,

The BIG BIG problem is,
Just now, the teacher announced about remedial I should take...
Accountancy...
Repeated : ACCOUNTANCY !!!
Once again : ACCOUNTANCY !!? What do y' think, huh? TOT
Poor me... TOT
One of IPS most important subject ! Ouuhh!! I do want to kill myself, and also my accountancy teacher (FOR SURE!)
I told it to my parents and they force me to go to science department now... HIKS !
It's definitely NOT FAIR ! ><"
Y' know, I only can do Math and Physics, while my Biology and Chemistry... Ugh... I don't want to talk about it...
I'm studying as SH student for about 4 months, and it's a ordinary thing if I get some difficulties at first, ain't I ?
Hauft ! I'll keep fighting in the end for sure ! I don't want to go to IPA department, seriously !
Wish me luck for the next 2 months, Guys...
For the remedial, the tests, exams, tasks... Whatever it is, but just please.. wish me luck !
Hell yeah.. #1 problem is on the solving progress !

The one who is trying to smile bravely and pretend nothing's happened... :)

ChaaraChoco